19 days left and no visa!!!

wow this sucks! i don't have my visa yet and there are only 19 days until i leave. oh by the way i am going to Cameroon for 6 months to volunteer (disabled people, orphans, teaching english) just in case you didn't know. so ya the letter from the foundation i am going with has not yet arrived at the consulate and that's a problem! so besides that major problem im getting ready to go and panicking all the time. (sorry for any spelling mistakes, i don't know why they are making me teach english when i spell with phonetics) i have most of my stuff ready and am collecting a lot of other things to bring with me =) cant wait! but i will have to leave my family and friends behind for 6 months and i will miss out on their adventures while im away =(. i will also be missing christmas and my birthday... lol oops =P well that's it for now hopefully the letter comes and i get my visa!! PS i just found the spell check XD